Where have I been?

 I have been living life! I will have to make updates more often. I should have the time now that I am no longer working. I have had some major health issues since my last post. But I am so much better and mentally in a good place. This is just a quick post to let people know ill be post more often.

Kevin

Was I ever Really There?

Was I Ever Really There?

By KG Carroll

Sometimes I sit and stare out the window, 

looking at the leaves on the trees and letting 

my mind wander to the point I don’t know what I’m thinking of anymore. 

When I comeback I know not how long I’ve been gone. 

Has any of that time meant anything at all? 

I wonder what others think I’m doing in this state. 

Was I aware at all? 

People tell me they have had awesome talks with me, 

I have no memory of any of them at all. 

What does that mean about them or me? 

Can I be there and not be there at the same time? 

It most be so since it happens all the time, 

so once again was I ever there at all? 

Can a mind be there and the body some-

place else or is the body there and the mind somewhere else? 

I guess if I have left an imprint on another’s memory, 

I must have been there after all.

Design and Art By Kevin Carroll BYUI: Deleted last post.

This post explains a few things I hope. Design and Art By Kevin Carroll BYUI: Deleted last post.: To anyone who may have ready my last post. I had to delete it because I was in a bad place and not in the right state of mind. Of course I d...

Deleted last post.

To anyone who may have ready my last post. I had to delete it because I was in a bad place and not in the right state of mind. Of course I do not believe my church wants us all to be the same and not individuals. If anything it is the opposite of that. To tell the truth I was just making an excuse for the way I had been acting. Now some of what I said was true. I have been spending a lot of time with my family and have and will continue to have more time with them. So to put everything back in order, I say, I am sorry if I hurt anyones' feelings and hope we are all still friends. After all that is said and done, I love you all and want the best for everyone including myself.
Many who have know me since 2003 know I have changed a lot and some of the changes people like and others do not. I can not help how people feel about me when it comes to who I am and who I want to be. This I will not changes because most of the time I like myself.
Kevin

Start of Fall 2017 classes

Hello everyone. This is one of my blogs I had set up in previous classes. Any post after todays date of September 21, 2017 are for my fall classes. Nothing posted before this date counts toward my fall classes. We can not turn in previous work., so now that I made that clear wish me luck in my classes this fall.
Kevin Comm 130 17.

I have not made any posting in a while

I just wanted to let everyone know I took a break this spring form BYU-Idaho this Spring. I will be taking a lighter load of class this coming semester. I usually take the summer semester off but since I took the spring semester off I decided to take 2 of the classes I had scheduled for the Spring.
I am looking forward to making more posting this Summer. Look for my tweets or Facebook Posting to see what I am up to.
Kevin

So It Begins!

Spring Semester 2017 at BYUI has started as of Monday April 15, 2017. For the next 14 weeks I will be taking Art 235, CIT 160 intro to programming, FDENG 101, and FDAMF 101. My goal is to finish all four classes with an A in each course. I know it will not be easy or do I REALLY WANT IT TO BE. I WANT TO LEARN AND IMPROVE MYSELF MENTALLY, SPIRITUALLY, AND PHYSICALLY. I HAVE ASKED MY WIFE CINDY TO HELP ME WITH REGARDS TO KEEPING ME ON MY SCHEDULE AND DO IT IN A POSITIVE WAY. Oops, I hit the cap locks key. I hate retyping, so shouting it will be posted as.
wish me luck and pray for me. To quote my mother who may of got this saying from someone else, but I am giving her credit for it since that is where I heard it from. "Kevin, There is no such things as luck, it is achieved or it is not." My mother said that to me way before Yoda ever said “Do. Or do not. There is no try.” Miss you MOM.
Kevin